Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over Lyrics

Times they are a changing...

Sitting here watching the fam play Call of Duty: Modern warfare 3.  Not to terribly long ago I would have run screaming from this (mostly from boredom And because I get motion sickness from it), and now I'm tempted to go home to put my very own copy in.  I don't, because I Want to be here for reasons I won't say.
My main problem is not knowing if I should stay or should I go? Grrr... A girl could use a little guidance here.
Oh well that's all for now.

Poor Me, Why Me...

Just when I think that it's safe to check my messages on Facebook and the idiot ex-husband sends me ANOTHER message. If it were me, I would get the hint after I sent someone a message (or 4) and they ignored them, that that person didn't want contact from me. And the topic of this unwanted message? "I heard someone saying that you wanted me back, and I just wanted to know if that was true? I'd like to see you again." My question is do I send a message back and say "HELL NO" (maybe even insinuate that there's someone else) or do I just ignore yet another message?

This has just made me want to shoot people. Guess I'll put COD MW3 back in, and pretend...

Gonna Get Over You

Just a little me being me. Blah blah blah, I should probably start off by saying it's been a long time since I posted, but if anyone actually follows this, you already know that...

Yeah so it's a cold rainy Wednesday and thoughts of the potential are trampling through my head. If someone could just explain guys to me, maybe I wouldn't feel the way that I do. For example if you know that they like you, and they know that you like them, then WHY won't they say something?? (I get outside circumstances, I really do. Even knowing what those are, I'm good, they don't bother me...) Of course this wouldn't matter if I wasn't as awkward and old fashioned in the thoughts that a guy SHOULD make the 1st move, and I was able to not be freaked out by the thought of screwing stuff up AGAIN. I do not have a good track record to say the least. :(
And that just leads me to the whole maybe I should just give up, trying isn't working, and I've almost gotten used to being lonely and single. Who knows maybe I can survive as the crazy pet lady after all. Ok that's enough. I have to get back to work, and thinking just makes me crazy at the moment.